I feel like a kid caught between a messy divorce. and i don’t know which way to go when. and i’m sorry. i’m just sorry, but there’s really only so much i can do.
this is my pact to follow the insanity workout everyday until I drop weight. yeahhhh budddyyy.
if i dont, then I’m going to not let myself do something… I just don’t know what yet. hahahaha. oh well.
rawr.
I’m too shy to live in a world where I’m constantly judged off of the first two minutes of meeting me.
how am I expected to make this decision? I need to know what to major in because it’s going to set the precedence for the rest of my life but I have no fucking clue. I wish I was lucky enough to know exactly what I wanted to do, and I thought I did, but now I don’t know. I’m honestly so scared that I’ll make the wrong decision and screw myself up for the rest of my life. I’m so scared that I’ll pick something that I won’t be successful in and then I’ll just be doomed for failure. I feel like I’m suffocating because the time’s running out and I need to figure this out but I have no idea where to go from here.
p.s. sorry for the angstiness, I just needed to get it off my chest.
I thought I knew what I wanted to do with my life, but once again I have no clue… it’s making me feel really anxious. I need a major… I need a direction, but I don’t know which way to go.
we made tetrissss shelves!!!!! well me and christine did….. heather just likes to jump in pics -______- . 5555.
i’m so glad :’) .
the new year was 11 days ago. but right now i think it’s time for my fresh start :)) .
i wish this had happened a long time ago! I wasted so much time. ahhhh!! oh well.
literally so happy. i feel like a huge weight has been lifted off of my shoulders. i actually want to go for a sprint i feel that lightweight right now. hahahaha. woo :)) . insane. didn’t think that would happen. case closed :) . relief.
